No More Hiding From Myself

This is for young Jay, let's get it boy
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  1. iBerleezy

    iBerleezyMonth ago

    YOU ARE A KING, BRU! I deal with insecurities about so much bro, it means more than you know being able to see a peer in the public eye be vulnerable like this. You are a real one man, its time for me to get back on my gym grind too fr

  2. Rodent guy

    Rodent guy6 hours ago

    Yes he is!

  3. GTYoutubin' 2nd

    GTYoutubin' 2nd11 days ago

    Yeah xd

  4. Mysteriiius

    Mysteriiius18 days ago

    i have no idea who you are but i instantly think you're dope because you're a friend of jays.

  5. krvckills

    krvckills19 days ago

    love y’all😭

  6. Anonymous.

    Anonymous.22 days ago

    So we gone see jay and berleezy do a gym collab or . . .

  7. Jasmin Berrera

    Jasmin BerreraDay ago

    Jay: especially when you are new to lifting weights Me remember when I got in trouble when I was 2years old trying lift a big weight and dropped it on my foot 😅

  8. Lilly Pavlicek

    Lilly Pavlicek2 days ago

    I’ve watched you for like a little over 5 years. I hope you know that that didn’t matter to me. Don’t get me wrong I’m proud and influenced by YOU. But that’s not what I’d seen in you. I saw a funny, favorable, awesome person. Thank you, I’d been very sad and you make me laugh. Thank you so much and keep going!

  9. Dana Correia

    Dana Correia3 days ago

    I'm with you :)

  10. Dogmaster bark

    Dogmaster bark3 days ago

    I feel you I am a kid and just keep pushing away the getting healthier I still doing it... But now thanks to you I know the problems of long term bad health so thanks.

  11. Dimi

    Dimi3 days ago

    Wassup bro great video happy birthday mines the 26th of April I had no idea our bdays were so close. Great story though hope your feeling good bout yourself

  12. Aracelex

    Aracelex4 days ago

    Workin out while watching this

  13. simp

    simp4 days ago

    my goal: looking like one punch man😂! seriously tho you inspire me no cap not trying to mock you either

  14. shu kurenai

    shu kurenai4 days ago

    I can relate to you bro :< but if you can be confident I believe I can too, right?

  15. Gacha squid

    Gacha squid6 days ago

    this is motivating me im definetly gonna end up rewatching this video a few times for extra motivation but idk what to start with

  16. Inaya Arif

    Inaya Arif6 days ago

    SUPPORT YOU ALL THE WAY and its ok to have a little extra weight but never make it dangerously overweight

  17. NotJacob

    NotJacob7 days ago

    Jay we are all here for you no matter what happens no matter what you are going through stay strong!

  18. ran

    ran8 days ago

    jay is my biggest hype man

  19. Bob Honda civic

    Bob Honda civic8 days ago

    I'm for sure joining in. I've struggled with the same problem for the past few years (Currently 260 pounds) and it's really affected my mental health and how I view myself. I'm not comfortable in my own skin and I hate that feeling. I want to have that confidence to take off my shirt at the pool or the beach. You're for real an inspiration jay, lets get on that grind! Edit: I didn't even realize this video was 3 weeks ago. I'm going to make sure to tune in for every vid


    STARBOY REVERSE8 days ago

    Is it weird that i found out about Jay through Free Random Games 😅

  21. Kiki 4 Unicorn

    Kiki 4 Unicorn9 days ago

    Don't worry bro, your not in this by ur self, and when I say this I think that I am speaking for everyone, we love you and we will always support you, you are a KING you are an inspiration to everyone on your platform, when I first saw your channel it changed my life for the better, your videos keep us entertained and sane, WE SUPPORT YOU IN ANYTHING YOU DO AND I KNOW YOU ARE GONNA GET THROUGH THIS, YOU ARE AMAZING Keep up the good work king👍👍👍❤❤

  22. Yani Alvarez

    Yani Alvarez9 days ago

    Get free😎

  23. Stoven 2.O

    Stoven 2.O10 days ago

    Well I am cheese

  24. eri

    eri10 days ago

    Jay, I felt it when you talked about neglecting health. Raised to entertain, along with being a people pleaser, I neglected my health in exchange for compliments and seeing my parents smile to the point I had to go to a hospital after I passed out while practicing for our school festival. I had to cancel going in it and I never felt so disappointed that I became depressed for 4 months. It was around February 2020 that I was hit more with depression and my academics weren't as good as before because my mind and body wasn't used to the new learning environment which resulted in more depression and I lost a lot of weight. I went from 116 pounds to 87 pounds in the span of 2 months. I'm slowly getting vetter and coping with the new problems and have been taking care of myself. You were my idol since 2018 and I've been supporting you since then. You give me inspiration to keep moving forward and seeing this video makes me feel like I'm not alone, that it's okay to struggle as long as you don't give up. Thanks Jay!

  25. Karma is husbando

    Karma is husbando11 days ago


  26. Secret Fame

    Secret Fame11 days ago

    You are the man, you are the king, you are the DUDE -gabe

  27. Sergeant Asscheek

    Sergeant Asscheek11 days ago


  28. Liam Crooker

    Liam Crooker11 days ago

    its fine jay the are gs not jays

  29. alyssa

    alyssa12 days ago

    thank you for this video jay, really. i swear i could listen to u talk for hours bro lol such an inspiration! ly

  30. Ace's Cases

    Ace's Cases12 days ago

    I was watching this... and I walked away for water, but I saw a drawing... I wanted to smile for only a second... but smiled for a minute... because you were talking about confidence and feeling good

  31. AloisTrancy _official

    AloisTrancy _official13 days ago


  32. Emma Rose

    Emma Rose13 days ago

    I've known you for 6 years and it seems that my theory was true....

  33. Pokemon Herota

    Pokemon Herota13 days ago

    Look I have the same insecurity but just love your self

  34. EpicNoob 2

    EpicNoob 213 days ago

    We all gained weight but we all have to support each other and get back in shape. Not only for our health but for our loved ones. So I want everyone single one of you to like this comment if you pledge to make an effort to eat healthier foods and try working out with the things you have at home. If you spirled out of control dislike this comment. But don't be ashamed, I know you're a strong person that dosent give up. As they say great things take time. Well what are you waiting for? Get to it! I truly believe in you ;)

  35. Paladin AaA

    Paladin AaA14 days ago

    You you can do it

  36. Clair Tang

    Clair Tang14 days ago

    Who else replayed the clip of jay dumping a basketball for at least 10 times

  37. lol_mike_simper

    lol_mike_simper14 days ago

    I used to only eat veggies

  38. lol_mike_simper

    lol_mike_simper14 days ago

    Yo jay ur weight is fine bro ur perfect how you are 😁

  39. Nagito Komaeda

    Nagito Komaeda14 days ago

    In conclusion, Jay being wholesome for 18 minutes 39 seconds

  40. Paul Juanite

    Paul Juanite14 days ago


  41. ATEE HERr

    ATEE HERr14 days ago

    thank you for this... ok I'll start tomorrow... meh huff

  42. Sarina R

    Sarina R14 days ago

    You got this :)

  43. endless_comfort

    endless_comfort14 days ago

    Y'all I-NO CAP my heart literally felt light through the whole video,this is so amazing, Jay's amazing! I've been watching him eversince 5th grade, I'm now in 9th grade I have lots of insecurities too! Seeing him do this makes me feel confident! HE REALLY IS THAT DUDE😭❤️

  44. Anonymous 309

    Anonymous 30915 days ago

    It is good that you are trying and did it

  45. Novalee Tanoush

    Novalee Tanoush15 days ago

    Jay is Relatable I feel insecure about my wight

  46. phoebe tuinukuafe

    phoebe tuinukuafe15 days ago

    after watching this and your journey I felt inspired and now I’m going to the gym for the first time on wednesday!! thank you jay

  47. Alex Armstrong

    Alex Armstrong15 days ago

    This hit home. I've been dealing with weight and strength for the past 7 years. I was always told that I had an "ideal body" but I always felt weaker and then during Quarantine I started dieting and I was sticking to it, but I wasn't happy. Yeah the number was dropping but I couldn't eat the foods I loved, like pasta (I freaking LOVE pasta). and then I discovered weight lifting and im really excited to try it when gyms in my local area open back up. Never give up!


    DREEXXD15 days ago

    you got this g

  49. M0zart

    M0zart15 days ago

    I'm so glad Yandere Simulator myths popped up in my recommendations years ago

  50. Mac Man

    Mac Man16 days ago

    Huh? Are you half Filipino dude? You mention eating as a Filipino? 🤔

  51. Matthew studios

    Matthew studios17 days ago

    He has a son? OMG IM SO SUPRISED

  52. XxSugar PlumxX

    XxSugar PlumxX17 days ago

    I can agree with the finishing everything in your plate like my momma in the Philippines will literally whoop my ass if I didn’t finish everything btw hi from the Philippines🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭

  53. Love Beauty

    Love Beauty17 days ago

    i love you

  54. Depressed Deme

    Depressed Deme17 days ago

    dont worry shy is a superpower lol

  55. Pico Luna

    Pico Luna18 days ago

    Me who’s trying to lose weight rn:Eyeeee passion

  56. Len Kagamine

    Len Kagamine18 days ago

    This is such an amazing story and I'm at the point of hating to look in a mirror because I know I'm big 💔 I'm gonna try again, for you Jay

  57. Syd Tobias

    Syd Tobias18 days ago

    Only gamer i still watch and homeboy still goin hard power to him i wish this man only the best

  58. bee

    bee18 days ago

    jay you don’t understand how inspirational you are we appreciate you so much

  59. Kawaii Sensei

    Kawaii Sensei18 days ago

    Wait omg- you 30? I thought you where like in your 20-25

  60. Emerald Princess

    Emerald Princess19 days ago

    zaddy jay

  61. M S

    M S19 days ago

    You’re so brave for sharing this. Good luck, we’re rooting for you.

  62. Shawn Solo 316

    Shawn Solo 31619 days ago

    This has inspired me too lose my extra weight (I have a lot) and so far I'm off to a good start.

  63. Kyra Makes Art

    Kyra Makes Art19 days ago

    *April 1st, 2021* oh... i see

  64. ambee

    ambee19 days ago

    yknow, I understand this, a lot. And weight makes me ashamed of who I am still. So, Im a female, 14, at 226lbs. Im a large child to this day, and at times I dont care bc I was never criticized or bullied enough for it. Im a fan of Jay and have been for about a year, and I 100% respect what he stated. I really want to learn more of what hes done to get to where he has been. I really wanna try.

  65. duko uwu

    duko uwu19 days ago


  66. Qintar Ameed

    Qintar Ameed19 days ago

    We love you Jay!! I’m so glad that 10 year old me made that sundered simulator search ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  67. nurin kusaini

    nurin kusaini20 days ago

    loved the video. keep going Jay

  68. Miss Anaiya

    Miss Anaiya20 days ago

    You should make story times 😊😊😊👍🏽

  69. Demon Blade

    Demon Blade20 days ago


  70. skullastic

    skullastic20 days ago

    Your mom

  71. •Milly •

    •Milly •20 days ago

    Shut up

  72. Rowaann. X

    Rowaann. X20 days ago


  73. Alyce Bagnath

    Alyce Bagnath21 day ago

    Jay - I have to admit, I havn't watched your videos in the last few months, even in the last several months. Right now, I am dealing with a lot of bad anxiety, I am currently unwell (not covid related) and just losing motivation for a lot in my life. Then I thought of you today, searched your channel and watched this video. And I burst into tears. I have neglected my mental and physical health in the last year and I never want to be in this state of mind again - I want to go back to the light, spiritual, positive, optimistic woman I was, and I have slowly been losing my light. Now you have given me the motivation and the courage to retake charge of my life and to stop being so fearful and negative of everything around me. Thank you for this video, and honestly, I truly look forward to your real life series - I believe it is seriously going to help heal some people, including me

  74. Bxby_tea

    Bxby_tea21 day ago

    I just wanted to say that ya know I feel ya Ive always kinda been skinny and someone made a comment on my weight and I strated getting real insecure about myself and started restricting food and throwing it up I went from 128 to like 119 in the span of like a week and I never noticed a difference and evrytime I ate I felt guilty but then I went to therapy and I gained confidence but I kinda noticed there was that missing piece if that makes any sense but well I was now and still am insecure about my muscle count so yeah I kinda feel you and im a huge fan of your channel so id rather have you take care ofyourself and feel good than not thats all I wanted to say and your that dude😎

  75. Poco Chan

    Poco Chan21 day ago

    I'm from India. My mom says not to waste food too. But the things is, I don't gain weight. However much I eat, I stay skinny. It lead to getting bullied by classmates for 3 years. I was insecure too. And then one Life-Changing day, I came across BTS. After that day, I realized how idiotic my insecurity was lmao. And then I changed a lot and now I'm not insecure anymore. Thanks for reading fully (or even little bit :))

  76. Ezra M

    Ezra M21 day ago

    i’m so excited to see what’s to come. You’ve built motivation for me to start what I should’ve last year. Let’s get it!!!

  77. Walter

    Walter21 day ago


  78. Cookie Pup

    Cookie Pup22 days ago

    Wait my mom said the exact same thing but now all the time she says “DIET you’re always eating 😡” but like is it really my fault👁👄👁

  79. Jennifer Cederholm

    Jennifer Cederholm22 days ago

    This is the type of motivation I needed to start working out, studying, and working harder. I will do my best to stay on track with you. Idk if you’ll ever see this but you’ve been one of my favorite USlikesrs for years and you truly inspire me. Thank you for being you

  80. Jennifer Cederholm

    Jennifer Cederholm22 days ago

    Please talk more about your personal life! Hearing other people going through something similar really helps to not feel so alone. I’m trying to learn to be more open as well

  81. Preston Shaw

    Preston Shaw22 days ago

    do you need a dog? I can bark

  82. Eli Bro

    Eli Bro22 days ago

    Still got a little chub on those cheeks tho

  83. illf8td

    illf8td22 days ago

    i remember i only found this guy by finding a 60 seconds video. im so happy because of that.

  84. Electrolime

    Electrolime22 days ago

    DUDE YOU ARE AN ACTUAL LEGEND. I’ve always been really insecure about that stuff too and you’ve always been my biggest role model so this just made me so happy. I’m prolly gonna take advice from your vlog vids for myself so thank you so much

  85. YearOfTheVirgo Productions

    YearOfTheVirgo Productions22 days ago

    Jay you are beautiful no matter what anyone say/ you make others smile and laugh. you are loved by a lot of, yea you are one amazing guy and didn't they know " YOU THAT DUDE" stay safe and be the cool guy we all know

  86. JaCee Valentine

    JaCee Valentine23 days ago

    Jay that was so touching im so grateful for u 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

  87. vanish _

    vanish _23 days ago

    dude thank u I just recently started to lose weight a couple weeks ago do u bro, u make me want to grind harder.

  88. Alliah Lester

    Alliah Lester23 days ago

    You are beautiful Jay. Inside and outside. Take the time to take care of yourself. You're such a dedicated and motivated worker when it comes to this channel, but it's okay to take some of that motivation and strength and put it towards you and your well being. No matter what, we will all be here to cheer you on, with the channel and your fitness journey. You've done this before, you can do it again, and this time, even better. Keep it up Jaayyy. Buckle up. Here we gooooooo!!!💪😜🤣

  89. Evalise

    Evalise23 days ago

    Your doing amazing and everyone supports you and don’t let the words get you!

  90. Booty Scratcher

    Booty Scratcher23 days ago

    I'm 2 weeks late but I'm going through the same thing 🙏🏼 I started to workout again and I also even started to go to the gym. I honestly felt so BAD but like NOW I feel a bit better and this is my first week 🏃🏽 but JAY I have been watching you since 2015 and watching you grind 🦦 WE got this and obviously this is OUR year

  91. Tragic

    Tragic23 days ago

    I like how I alr decided yesterday that I’d eat healthy and go to the gym a little bit. So I guEsS I progress with him

  92. 1938948403 0194849589565

    1938948403 019484958956523 days ago

    I loved how transparent you were in this video, and even though I'm a teen, I can relate to what you said about your insecurities. Reminds me, I wanna start focusing on my health too! Thanks Jay!!


    MYSTOGAN GAMING18223 days ago


  94. Ham Man

    Ham Man23 days ago

    Am I the only person who thought he was like 22 not in the 30s

  95. NewBie's Toturials

    NewBie's Toturials23 days ago

    Comment Number 13 asking that dude to play Five nights at maggie 4 (Love you Jay)

  96. Hana Murasaki

    Hana Murasaki23 days ago

    It's kind of late but please take me fly with you Jay, I want to feel great and healthy the way I never felt before. So let's goooo!!!

  97. ༺ᏂᎲᎴᏋᎯᏦᎲ ༻

    ༺ᏂᎲᎴᏋᎯᏦᎲ ༻24 days ago

    I love your motivation and strive to be better and feel better. You're always that dude ;)

  98. kim

    kim24 days ago

    you are amazing

  99. Ramzyeet

    Ramzyeet24 days ago


  100. Melanie Guevara

    Melanie Guevara24 days ago

    The come up

  101. Val

    Val24 days ago

    I look up to you sm

  102. Rin Kaomi

    Rin Kaomi24 days ago

    how could anybody dislike this video

  103. ThewyCypress 810

    ThewyCypress 81025 days ago

    Bro in all seriousness I support you 1000%!! You got this and I hope you the best my guy!!

  104. peachy

    peachy25 days ago

    am i the only one crying. just me? okay-

  105. It's yoboysnaggin

    It's yoboysnaggin25 days ago

    Trust me I’m in the same situation as u we can get through this together

  106. Spike Sobong

    Spike Sobong25 days ago

    You’re very flawless seeing how you are yourself, I understand those traumatic trauma is hard to heal causing your mindset to be effected. As the way you are (a good person) your percent to attract bad people is high. You know how jealous and envious someone is when they see you actually thriving and doing what you’re doing so they try to find things to hurt you and block your wealth. I wish you saw how attractive you are regardless of your chubby cute body or either Skinny strong as long as you’re happy it entertains me. Edit: I never comment on your videos unless it’s something serious or wanting to entertain/joy your heart. What you went through during childhood wasn’t deserved. I wish I could’ve helped you but being young and far away that’s too impossible.

  107. NeonPanda2003

    NeonPanda200325 days ago

    Seen this video ima start as well I’m gonna be like that dude.